Memento Saviour

we tried so hard to erase you
we tried so hard to pretend you were dead
I walked the earth just to escape you
now I walk the earth just to touch you again
come on down, my saviour, my failure
to save myself I betrayed you
these swollen lips whisper only for revenge
to spite myself I betrayed you
if I stop the lies, will I see you in the end?
swimming through the red
nothing up ahead
I cannot buy a friend
I just came here to tell you
I miss you
come on down, my saviour, my failure
my saviour, I failed you