Kelly Clarkson I Hate Myself for Losing You

I woke up today, woke up wide awake
In an empty bed, staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame for the state I'm in today
And now dying doesn't seem so cruel

And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway, anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here

You got what you deserved, hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you it's killing me
Inside and now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness of living without you

And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you know

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
I wish you knew and oh
I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway, anymore, no, no

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here

What do you say when everything's said
Is the reason why he left you in the end
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again
I hate myself for loving you