Beth Orton This One's Gonna Bruise

Do you even know
What's going on in a heart anymore
Constellations turned into
Little polaroids in a cardboard box
And I wanted so desperately to prove
You were still breathing but wouldn't move
Okay, okay what a thing to choose
This one's gonna bruise

You'll learn one day won't you
What you want is bad for the souls
Lost out in the rain
Afraid of the dark
Still in pain
Still in pain

Did you ever notice how the wind didn't change that much
Fluctuations only sheets that you moved to be sure it was us
And I wanted so desperately to say
That you could trust me but I was lying anyway
Okay, okay what a thing to lose
Left out in the rain, misuse

You'll learn one day won't you
You'll learn some day won't you
What you had was good for a while
Then it changed
Got too intense
Made it strange

And I feel bad for you
I feel bad for you
But I don't know why
I don't know why
Cos I'm as dead as you