[:SITD:] Suffering in Solitude

The past is gone
but is not dead
is in my mind
is in my hand

life seems full
of clouds and fain
what have i done
to deserve this pain?

all this waiting
is agony
in your heart
no empathy

your distruct
cuts me so deep
there is no word
for me to speak

emptiness
thats all i feel
all these wounds
will never heal

all my dreams
were built on sand
and all my plans
run through my hands
now i ll close my eyes
suffering in solitude
nothing remains
but harffull lies
now i close my eyes