Not By Choice Now That You Are Leaving

I don't know what to do when the fire's going out
I don't know where it ends and I don't know where it starts
You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow
But I don't know if I can make it through today

You will never know
What its like to be here what its like to be me
I won't let it show
What I'm really feeling now that you are leaving

One year later and the fire's going strong
I don't know what I did and I don't know what went wrong
You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow
But I don't know if I can make it through today

You will never know
What its like to be here what its like to be me
I won't let it show
What I'm really feeling now that you are leaving

I don't know what you want from me it's something that I can not see
And everything you want from me is something I will never be
I don't know what you want from me it's something that I can not see
And everything they want from me is something I will never be

You will never know
What its like to be here what its like to be me
I won't let it show
What I'm really feeling now that you are leaving