Dir en grey Cage

shibire wo kirashiteru boku wa
mazo no chi wo hiki
sado no kimi wo matsu
dekireba doku no baiser de

hitan yue ni bitoku miezu
kimi wa saigo no mama de
kioku umete kizukarenu you ni
saisho no mama

tokei wa hidarimawari demo
okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no
rikaisha yakitsukete

iyagaru boku wo mite
tsuyoku soshite yasashiku
muriyari no tetsudan
keshite kimi ni wa ienai

kawa no kishimu oto ga itai
kizu wo fukamete yukou
shittobukai kimi wa itsudemo
reiketsu na no?

osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne
ima demo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no
oshiete yo

itsu ka wa yasashisa ni
kizuite haha naru
"yurikago" no naka de

hitsuu yue ni mae ga miezu
boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni
saisho no mama

tokei wa hidarimawari demo
okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no
rikaisha kowashita

boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa?
mukashi no torauma wo utsushi
saigo no kimi made
kowashita boku wa sado?

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I'm growing impatient, drawing the blood of the masochist, I wait for you, the sadist.
if it's possible, with a poison kiss...
Unable to see virtue in the meaning of my sorrow, in you the last mother,
I bury the memory so that you can not notice first mother.
even if the clock spins to the left, sins committed can't be changed,
in the beginning I imprint the final sympathizer.

look at the me being unwilling, fiercely and then gently, a forced decision
which I can't say I've made to you.

the sound of creaking leather hurts, the wounds go deep.
deeply jealous will you always be this cold blooded ?
even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my youth.
Why don't I have a mother ? Tell me.

Someday I'll notice the kindness
in the "crib" that became my patron mother.

Before I couldn't see the reason for my bitterness, in my final mother
so that at least you don't notice first mother.
even if the clock spins to the left, sins committed can't be changed
in the beginning the last sympathizer was destroyed.
I wonder if you are too gentle to me ? relfecting a trauma from long ago
Am I who destroys to the last you a sadist ?
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