Poison the Well Artist's Rendering of Me

With all my said unsaids
I could never swallow
The idea of a happy ending
As another days memory dies
As I'm made to smile
These lifeless days
have left me with an empty heart
another wounded memory dies
I could never swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless happy ending
how could words slit my wrist and doors close
present day heartfelt moments killed by a slap
to the hand another wounded memory dies
poisonous screams with messages
not thought of when released
present day heartfelt moments killed by a slap
to the hand another wounded memory dries
poisonous screams with messages
not thought of when released
another day here another memory dies