Andain Beautiful Things

Got up early, found something's missing:
My only name.
No one else sees, but I got stuck
and soon forever came.

Stopped pushing on for just a second;
then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
Guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
An unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.

I forgot that I might see
so many beautiful things.
I forgot that I might need
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away,
it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity
on possibility.

Get me up, wake me up;
dreams are filling this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop;
Now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
An unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.

Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see
What's done is done, this life has got its hold on me
Just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
Can I change my mind?
Did I think things through?
It was once my life - it was my life at one time.