Allister D²

Locked down and alienated, confused and complicated,
Now it seems you still have my heart.
Shot down and unaccepted,
Sometimes I get the feeling everything is finished from the start.

But I’m scared of what I’ll find,
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere.
All I know is that it’s killing me inside,
As I raise this final bottle to the sky.

Here's to promises that die,
Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes;
As we burned another day off all our lives.
Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days,
It’s all weighing on my mind.

Knocked down and devastated, refused and understated,
Now I see how you stole my heart.
Now forced to breathe without you,
Sometimes I get the feeling everything is tearing us apart.

But I’m scared of what I’ll find,
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere.
All I know is that it’s killing me inside,
As I raise this final bottle to the sky.

Here's to promises that die,
Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes;
As we burned another day off all our lives.
Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days,
It’s all weighing on my mind.

But I’m scared of what I’ll find,
The search for answers just keeps going nowhere.
All I know is that it’s killing me inside,
As I raise this final bottle to the sky.

Here's to promises that die,
Here's to all the nights we said our last goodbyes;
As we burned another day off all our lives.
Here's to memories that will fade, like the photographs that scream of better days,
Its all weighing on my mind, weighing on my mind (my mind),
Weighing on my mind.