Slut Virus

noone caught me falling two times in a year.
my eyes keep on calling for something that ain´t here,
noone stopped the virus from gnawing all of me,
and even if i tried it: it was just for sympathy.
noone ever felt this pain,
i think this time it´s not the same,
perhaps it´s just because i care,
i´m still beleding, but noone is aware.
i´m still bleeding but noone even cares