Bettie Serveert Crutches

Crutches
Boredom always lurks within strange places
but still I find a way to feed my mind.
Do worlds collide behind those faces,
never sure of what goes on inside.

If I apologize for every crutch I use,
I guess I never would have walked inside
those shoes.

Behold the world that I've been shaping,
I never said that I belonged.
In other words, have I been flaking
without you knowing what I've done.

If I apologize for every crutch I use,
I guess I never would have walked inside
those shoes.

So let me down, let it bubble all around me,
always something else to proof.
Let me down, let the shallowness surround me,
let it drown me.

From the tail of my eyes, I can see
the world, spinning like a girl, but never satisfied.
And tho' it's plain to see, it don't exist for me.
A part of my mind, will never understand,
why it's close at hand, it's never out of sight.
And tho' it's part of me,
you're never going to see.
Don't believe every word that they say.